fac dance session at hume something condo function room. wellwell, ares fac dance is proving to be a lil harder than i thought. or maybe its just that my brain's kinda rusty from taking such a long break. its been rather long since we have choreo bombarding sessions with dan. hmmmm-- kinda makes me appreciate all those sessions or else we will all completely xia suay:S haha. but i'm happy to announce that all the aresians that turn up are coping well!! we're only left with the last song to learn. and that part's rather '06-ish; so i think should be able to learn quite fast. cant wait to be able to do the entire fac dance:DD

[wants to learn apollo's one next!!]

HAPPY BELATED TO TZE:))

am completely stuffed now-- thanks to tzehui for the really really nice steamboat at her place:DD too bad i have to leave earlier (what else is new) cause dad's flying off tmr and im supposed to go send him off with mom. anyway, the food's really good and i miss everyone so much!! even though we just saw each other on lin and yuxuan's bday at thaiexpress, its still really nice to see them all again:)) hopefully this will continue but i think chances of meeting up will be kinda rare since next yr is A's for some of us and poly last yr for others.. oh well><

going to learn fac dance tmr; aims to finish learning them tmr:DD

dance chalet was FUN:DD did lots of baichi stuff but still, we enjoyed ourselves loads. at least thats what i can say for myself. went back to sch the next day, by taking 67 from tampines all the way. and the bus was like crawling; not to mention there was a JAM. so it took us 1hr30mins PLUSPLUSPLUS to finally get back. too bad salt's under renovation/maintainence works, so we had to go RUA. started to learn ares fac dance. and saw all the fac dances too.

I LOVE SHARON AND CARLOS!!

so proud of you guys. ares dance is DA BOMB!!! its super cute-- cant wait to finish learning it. was probably too stoned on the the account that i havent been sleeping well since xmas eve. oh well.

but im sure everyone will love our new fac dances. they are all really nice:DD
three cheers for all dance ICs!

two day one night trip to desaru with 1003. cant say that its not fun; the fireflies were great. but not the toilets and food.. some phots for memory sake, but i doubt it'll be a memory worth that much cherishing.

majong session at desmond's house on xmas eve. we went for i am legend first. it was BAD. it cheated me of my money. but anyway, at least i won abit of majong money at his house. check out whats in his toilet and buddy:DD

hmmm, rather long since i last blogged. well, had a rather good haul this yr's xmas. apart from the actual presents(chocs, esprit cash vouchers, accessories...) not to forget the facial cleanser machine thingo from kim and bev, we had a great swap session. so on top of my old(but rather new) bags, i now have another striped tote, brown glossy shopping bag and a white leather handbag. plus 2 more black clutches. and also a A&F top. i swear they are so RICH. haha. but they took a few tops from me too. yay:DD we should do this more often. its so fun:DD

i guess the only time i have left to blog is when waiting for tzehui to get ready at HER house using HER labtop. i hate sch reopening:((

i hate it now-- everything feels horribly wrong. if only i could return to three weeks before and just live in that time frame forever. maybe not forever-- thats abit too strong of a vocab. but i really dislike what's happening around me, to me now.


ARGH. if only we could turn back time. i miss you:'((

went out with tze before treat or trick on fri. the show's really good-- and they have ZAI actors. sigh, guess its time for more self improvement.






on the flip side, it's always fun to try something new. hopefully me and lin can pull it off:S

well, no point being scared and worry-wart-- im determined to at least train my stamina.

genting trip was over in a flash, and i must admit there were many memorable (though not always pleasant) incidents. feeling rather stoned to write paragraphs after paragraphs of words, so i suppose a few photos would suffice.

the ever spooky hotel rooms><

horrendous wanton at only mee. did i mention they charged 10% service charge but you have to add in the ice yourself for a iced milk tea...

the really really bad udon which me and jiaying shared. the udon broke 3seconds after we tried to use chopsticks on it. so we ended up with really short udon that we can only eat with the spoon..

warm up ride at the theme park with jiayuan!! we swopped sweaters in case you didnt notice><

super fun space shot-- the ride with LOADS of G according to sijin:D

ice cream, ice blended in genting?? our family's going MAD

more ice blended!!

pissed huitian before her dare...

huitian attempts a smile to look passably glam while doing her dare-- to take photo with sijin's 2nd bro look alike/ cute guy at old town..

family photo at old town!!

and that concludes our genting trip:DD

shopping wsith jiaying and xianhuan on sat. me and jiaying completely went crazy at gap cause there was such a GREAT sale. that was after we watch golden compass of course. but the sale at gap was so crazy that we have to like queue to get into the shop. i am not even kidding. there's like this guy standing at the entrance to stop us from getting in when there's too many shoppers inside. but the deals were really great. too bad i've already spent so much during this hols; so didnt really buy much. we had gat fun taking photos though- but i think its not allowed x/

i love this top! it says treasu(red), but there's this whitish cloth thingy beneath the embroidery, so its really weird. i dont think you can see it in the phots though.

white v-neck long sleeves that i bought in the end. the material was kinda special, but rather thin so i guess i'll have to match a tank inside or sth.

more long sleeves, jiaying bought this beige one she's wearing. its rather similar to mine, except that this has buttons, and of course the color's different.

really nice basics, i really love the silver on the grey-- but there was no size. jiaying bought the white and pink one she;s wearing though.

the same v neck white longsleeves but the wrong size and jiaying with a really nice gap pullover. it costs only 48bucks after discount, i think those that spent 45bucks on a brandless white jacket for genting should've bought this instead...

me in a little grey trutle neck dress and jiaying in this really really nice red top. she decided not to get it in the end cause it was so damn ex. oh, and we took like $%^&@#$%^&! yrs for me to remove the friggin dress cause it was XS and obviously it was alil tight on me..

a rather nice black flow-y dress top on me, but the sleeves were a little weird though><

my turn on the nice red top and i love it too!! too bad its so ex:/

and that concludes our bimbotic shopping trip!

i HATE working!! really, its only when you start working then you realise how nice it is to be in school. of course i dont mean to say i like to mug and study; but at least in school everything's more interesting and fun! work can be so =_______-'' at times. but anyway, i'm going to stop working for good- 1st dec wil be my last last day. with sharon and jennifer!! after that i'll probably start to mug/PLAY:))

and i FINALLY FINALLY manage to get my black flats!! it's this black and silver/grey one from ipanemas. was still thinking of whether to get the black or white one; or not get it at all. until the sales assistant told me that the white's only left with display piece, black only 2 more left including display and its almost the same for most outlets. even though its not the initial pair of ipanemas i wanted, even though it wasnt the havainas one that i wanted, i've decided not to push my luck too far. my recent shopping luck has been really BAD. maybe it's a hint for me to stop spending. but YAY! cause i got them:))

hmmm.

dontknowwhattoupdateoncaueitsallratheraggravating.idontmeantobe
acomplainingandwhiny,butithinkitskindahardconsideringmycircum
stances.sohopefullyalltheserubbishwilltideoverandicantwaitfor8thdec
tocomecausethatswhenwe'llbeBACK:))

i was just talking to someone online; and i dont know why i have this sudden surge of anger in me. its all history repeating itself and i will NOT fall into the trap again. not this time.

anyway, mom rented new serials again; love's guaranteed:)) was kinda funny and i thought that the new actor was rather good. too bad have to leave for chalet tmr so only can watch till episode 6 tonight and continue with the rest sometime in the wkend.

*dunny = dumb bunny:DD

went to sch for modern prac today, and dan was CRAZY. he completely made us do that choreo for like ten thousand times until we completely flagged out. wanted to skip self prac later. i mean, fri's a COMPLETE waste of time; i'm sure today wont be much better. plus we're all super tired from dan's craziness, so im really in no mood for the frigging self prac. still stayed back for it anyway(god, im kind of a pushover at times; but whatever) ran through like a few times before we went to celebrate thomas's birthday.

HAPPY SEXAY SEVENTEEN THOMAS:)))))

finally finally left for town with heather meijie jiaying and jiayi. went pepperlunch. me and heather decided to try their limited white sauce spaghetti and it turned out very normal. untill we added in some honeybrown than it tasted much more satisfying and like a real pepperlunch:))

walked to taka basment cause meijie wants to buy some nuts. guess who we saw? YONGQUAN!! ppl completely dress up and holding a girls handbag lor..still say not his girlfriend.haha.

went to meet mom at tpy, and

I FINALLY GOT MY HP!!
yes!!! but the theme was SOOO differnt from my old one! last time there was this cool vibration thingy everything you press the navigation buttons on the menu. but now this function is like GONE!!! *cries:'(((

well, today's jennifer's off day. so when i reached at 10.15am, only richard and kk were there. did abit of this and that; sandwiches yadayada. and; the cash teller SPOILED. yes; i am not even kidding. i was completely horrified. cause now im supposed to use the calculator. and you know what? i dont even know the price of ALOT of items. i mean, so sue me cause i always depend on the cash teller and only know that muffins and cinabuns costs $2.20 each.. it was so AGGRAVATING!!

*growls*

so after awhile, richard and kk both left. thank god jennifer came. but i felt rather sorry for her cause its like her off day in #$%^&@#$%^yrs.. oh well:/ there was also this troublesome customer. when kk told him that we cant issue him a receipt cause the cash teller is spoiled, he completely kicked up a fuss and ended up not buying anything. so i had to unpack all the food again....

i hate to work; but i guess i have to:((

slept in and finally woke up around ten plus. did my nails and read alittle of john grishan. met tze at bishan library and it was pouring rather heavily. but surprisingly, it wasnt raining at all in town. ordered a strawberry cheese cake at deluxe bakerzin, wisma. dragged tze to citylink so i can check out the num for my havainas. turned out that the citylink outlet didnt even stock up on that design. *growls* went to basement and we shared a mushroom soup at soupspoons. than it was time to drag ourselves to thaiexpress at ps. waited for them to appear; and they did. yongling charlene zhenhan zhaorong yisong yunkai junyi yuxuan. yunkai left even before the food was ordered to eat with his parents. than the rest of us ordered and ate. had quite a good laugh about yuxuan's slippers, before we presented him with a pair of black havainas. cake served and yonglin's present(printed esprit top) appeared. left thaiexpress to yahama. fooled around at yahama for abit before crowding at the railings cause we realised than nathan was downstairs attending some ceremony. went to BKs for a chat. ate fries fries and more fries. charlene left with her boyfriend to catch a movie. yuxuan made a move first. rest of us talked for awhile before we all decided to go home. took to marina bay with yonglin and talked about some stuff.

and that concludes the birthday celebration for our nov babies.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YONGLIN AND YUXUAN:))


*looks forward for another outing with you guys again!!
and you know what? love really IS blind.

okay, i cannot resist but to give a blow-by-blow of how suay i am today.

woke up at 9.30 and reached sch at 10.15am, determined to be late for genting prac. to my horror, i was one of the earliest. casey teckian yuhan were stoning outside rua and i had to join in with the stoning. finally, more ppl came; bong terrance ezra jiayuan jiaying. and the flow of ppl stopped-____='' well, no one else came, until 12pls, thomas came to do fac dance. well, all i did for the 2hrs was to mark through the dance twice and thats all. well, felt like i completely wasted my time there.

lunch at golden rooster was funny though; me jiayuan jiaying thomas yuhan plus jiayi and rachel. apparently yuhan has replaced thomas as auntie's boy; but thomas不甘示弱, and quickly won back her attention. evidence being he was used as the model to 介绍food to the other customers. oh well:DD

went home and waited $%^$#@% yrs for my OLD nokia clamshell to charge till at least half batt, before going out again. made my way to amk interchange to have my ezlink replaced. the photo this time was not as hedious and fugly, but still, i dont really like it. on my way back to the mrt, saw a hello shop and popped in to have my sim card replaced. to my horror, the sales assistant says that i need to have my MOM'S ic cause the line is under her name. called back home on a PAYPHONE which i havent used in @#$%^&@#$%! yrs to complain to dad that i cant reach mom. he told me to just go find her. so i took the train to somerset and went orchard emerald to get mom's ic. than i went to the suposedly nearest hello! shop(thats what my dad said) at city link cause that was where he went the last time to have his sim card replaced. reached citylink and couldnt find the hello! shop. decided to ask at the information counter as i dont trust my sense of direction. and the answer the girl gave me was; it closed down already.


@#$%^&!@#$%^&!@#$%^!!!!!!!


but she was nice enough to tell me that there's one at taka. so i went back to orchard on train and FINALLY FINALLY have my sim card replaced.


met tze, and we went hereen. wanted to buy the pair of black flats with purple dots at NUM which i saw on wed with songping; and to my horror (yet again) its SOLD OUT. at cine, cathey and vivo too.


ARGHARGHARGHARGHARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


what is wrong with my屎运today?
at least dinner at manhattan's was not too bad. but i burned a hole in my wallet; it costs 53.75 for the two of us.........

i need all the luck there is now-- i just left my handphone on the cab!!!

ARGH, die die die.

i will just DIE if i lost my hp!!!!
someone get it back for me pleeeeaaaseee*cries*

today was pretty productive; $6.50 for having fun. until we got really bored and started playing really baichi games. like finger/pebble ski-ing on the majong table. and see who can hit the pebble nearest to the chips w/o hitting it. =________-''''''''' omigosh. they looked more stupid typed out. but whatever.

moans about prac in the morning tmr, i just wanna stay at home and marathon 奸人坚!! i really dont mean to complain, but i obviously didnt sign up for this!! what a way to spend 500bucks man:(( *cries* so right now i have this dead, bored, bitter feeling in me; but i guess the trip'll be fun--

on a happier note, i've bought my xmas cards already!!from talking hall, marks and spencers, cards and such. its still kinda early, but i couldnt resist buying them cause they're so CUTE!! and much more christmassy than last yr's ones. but i'll probably just leave them lying around still in their plastic wrappings till a week before christmas before i start pannicking about not being able to send them out in time...



*yawns*life can be so......

the weather was kinda bad initially, cause when me and meisiew were have our date, it was like drizzling. still, it was kinda fun. we rented bimbo bikes (mine was bright orange and hers hot pink) and pigged out at BKs. and finally, finally, we're joined by more ppl! bong casey terrance:)) so we ALL pigged out at BKs, untill ezra finally arrives(caused he overshot by 12 stops-____='') so anyway, i changed to skating and the rest biked. and it was so funny!! casey and terrance kept towing me along cause it was kinda tiring to try to keep up with the bikes on skates. and meisiew and bong are so funny!! they keep getting scared when the guys go BOO or when they get like 3m within radius or sth. haha.


anyway, check out the funny shots:DD



breakheads at the "top of the world"

breakhead no. 2 climbing

breakhead no.1 getting read to jump off

girls phot:))

ezra and terrance attempt at bollywood

bong and tian shares a tanker!

meisiew and tian shares tanker

breakheads bonding

casey's 'liberty' on terrance

terrance's 'born to fly' on casey

i hate myself:

1) for falling sick the day before OP
2) for falling in love with two people that i dont even know-- ben and jerry's!!


argh, i woke up feeling rather bad at zesa's house. then me and songping grossed ourselves out by surfing for gory and bloody videos. as if what happened in the toilet wasnt bloody enough. anyway, they all left one by one, her, her sis, her dad...and we realised we were the only two left in her house with her mom and maid. =___-'' feels rather weird. okay whatever. went to sch to take some stuff from shawn and my nose started to run like mad. finished 3 packs of tissue when i was done copying the cue cards. heard that casey got full marks for op. AND he was 20mins late. well, lets hope his pro-ness will pass on to me..went home with songping. wanted to just pop 20 panadol and go sleep in bed; but

1) there was no panadol at home so i had to settle with clarityne
2) my mom bought two tubs of b&js, strawberry cheese cake and chocolate chip cookie dough.

MY FAV FLAVOURS!! can someone who's down with cold still eat sth cold? i guess not but whatever.


so now im regretting what i've done earlier on and trying not to sneeze into my monitor. ooh gosh, what if i sneeze into an examiner tmr??!!!!! *gaggs*

haha, guess where i am now on halloween night two days before op--

zesa's house-____='''

okay i know, almost the whole world has like ended their op and the girls went shopping for havainas today?!!argh.. wanted to get the greyish green pair with the man eating red flower but they cost 40bucks even after the 20% discount.. decided to not tou zi so much on flats. not unless they are the closed toes ones at river island which are super comfy!! haha/:

oh no-- better be off memorising my stupid op script!!
jiaying ur so lucky! ur op is over:(( *cries!*


p/s, hcl SUCKED just now.

i strive to be bulimic-

shit, i've been reading one too many of those screwed up novels by american writers. surprisingly, things always work out in the end; no matter how sucky they were to start with. these books can hardly be considered good reading material; and yet i find myself hooked on them. it's nice to read about someone else's screwed up life knowing deep in your heart that it will never happen to you. why? cause i'm such a whimp with no sense of adventure to even do anything not planned for me.

i hate all this mundanity(if the word even exists), my brain is being slowly eaten away by the bullshit i cant stop reading.

GOD, my olevels higher chin are TMR. even if i want to continue to immerese in all these crappy lies, i should be reading books by taiwan authors; they do take after the american ones in some ways...

met tze in the morning and she passed me my white fbts and belated bday present. THANKS:DD talked and talked and talked to her but we have SOOOO much to catch up on that 1hour is obviously WAY not enough. went to raffles city to shop first while waiting for jiayuan. they are renovating and alot of the new shops are not open yet. but i declare that i love river island!! i never knew they have nice clothes. i mean, i've always thought that their clothes are like theme, liz claiborne or some sort. but they have really nice denim shorts and dont even get me started about their flats. they are WAY comfy and the prints on the flats are really nice too. they're around 60plus, not too ex if you think about how comfy they are and how nice the prints are. i'll definitely be back for the black and white flowery print flats. the denim shorts are kinda ex though, 90plus i think:(( nvm, warehouse's having sale and they have pretty nice shorts too. no denim though. than met jiayuan at citylink. NUM sure needs to update their havainas; there wasnt a single new design for like months. kinda sad considering i want to get new sandals and they dont have nicer patterns. walked abit of marina, than decided to go for suhui's bday celeb at creamery.

HAPPY BDAY SUHUI!

not alot of ppl went, considering everyone's busy with op and other stuff. PLUS its raining. VERY HEAVILY. ate a mud pie and a reverso spongy cake. rather nice; than went for dinner with mom and dad while the rest went cycling (i think?)

met jia sher jess and bert for brothers. rather nice, though some of us obviously enjoyed it better than others:)) MUST go watch triangle!! ding came and we had dinner. more of they had dinner but me and sher went to basement for pretz and gelato. ugh, that's so sinful; but whatever.

went for scream, *but jess decided to go home:((* waited for @#$%^&! years before we finally registered. watched abit of simpsons than s_ _ _ _ed someone in:DD the trial was kinda fun. partly because we could recognise almost everyone. haha. but the greatest shock that we agreed was when we got scared by SOMEONE from the previous grp. apparently we caught up and got a very rude scare from one of them=_______-" feels loser-ish. yijing's super good. shimin kinda.....well, blame sher!! the maze kinda s_ _ ked:(( big boo boo cause we got thrown out rather unceremoniously. and one of the ghost was rather violent. thanks to mr bouncer who told us not to be violent so we completely let our gaurds down. heard sher has a nasty welt on her head. lets hope she becomes smarter after this bang on the head:DD

wanted to go out for supper, but it was kinda late alr so went home instead.

and that concludes scream07 for me. sounds pretty boring huh?

--not really:))

JUST ENJOY LIFE!

yep, thats what i shall do from now on. had a long chat with someone until one of our phones very rudely hang up on us. (i suspect its the other party's) but still, that was one of the most interesting chats i've had since a very long time. this person has earned my newfound respect; in like ten thousand aspects. seriously. at first it was more like a confession chat which let me realised how complicated some issues are. but later, it became more of an inspirational talk. the way some things are handled, really got me to respect the person from the bottom of my heart. many people attempt to behave like that, but in the end, its all talk and really hard to walk the talk. well, i should seriously get a bunch of sticky notes, files, empty boxes, labels, and what not to pack my thoughts and emotions properly:))


thank you so much!!


and i HEARD what happened in central plaza just now. too bad i didnt get to SEE it for myself. *growls* but at least i saw the midler ones last time; like the popping and push-up ones:DD

missing:

suddenly realised there is so much missing in me. a sight, a sound, a smell, a taste, a touch, a feeling, a thought, a something, a someone, a memory. wonder what's it like to be living in someone else's mind. i need to buy more files and sticky notes; my mind desperately needs some tidying up.

幸福的碎片，要我怎么捡

there's this dead feeling deep in me. wonder what's it like to live in 小影's mind. must be pretty peaceful i guess.

*resolves to work harder?? it's back to the same scenario as dec 2006**

on the slightly brighter side; i went shopping and it cheered me up considerably. managed to tick two items off my shopping list. the black nike tote and black mango jeans. well, i wanted to buy from levis at first, but their skinnys have really weird cutting and dont fit well. so decided to get the pair from mango. gosh, did it burn a hole in our pockets. nike has new stock real fast. so when i got there to day, there was this other maroon and black tote with the silver-studded word 'nike'. it was super glam as well; just that i thought it was a little too big for a shopping bag. so still went for the first shiny black one i saw. wanted to get a brown monster shirt from zara; but the sleeves looked weird on me:((

shit, i feel damn superficial after reading what i've just typed. but i'm not going to reveal any more of my deeper thoughts on this blog. it's just too dangerous. i'd prefer to have them locked safely in my drawer scribbled into my azone notebook:))

once upon a time, there was a:

gardener(TJ)
gardener's son(YX)
gardener's lover(YH)
gardener's love rival(SJ)
gardener's love rival's dad(KJ)
gardener's love rival's mom(S)
gardener's lover+love rival's children(Y, JY)
gardener's lover+love rival's children's lovers(NC, HZ)
gardener's lover+love rival's grandchildren(NT, C)
gardener's lover+love rival's greatgrandchildren(A, HT, MS, CK, JY, H)
gardener's fellow workers: nanny(H), assassin(C), chauffeur(NO), chef(E), photographer(JD), housepet(D), house deco/vase(TJY)

woohoo. and it all started with the 苦命 gardener that can do head hollows(pardon me if i got the term wrong cause im not very well informed about the terms in break)


we must act it all out next yr and have a MAD drama night=DD

feeling rather blue about FOS cause the supposedly rather good reds are kinda thrashed by the greens, blues and yellows. especially when we have quite a good chance at getting a better rank for d-ball if we have won the greens. too bad i couldnt dodge fast enough and got hit in the shin by a rather good player:(( nobody's fault but mine cause i really didnt expect him to strike that fast.

LESSONS LEARNT:
be patient (x100000000000000times)
never underestimate the officials
dont take it too seriously when some one cheats
dont take it seriously AT ALL when some guy bad mouths you
start practicing fac dances!! :))

ugly ugly ugly
UGLY UGLY UGLY
UGLY UGLY UGLY

UGLY DOLL
APPLES FOR APPLES
BALANCE-THE-WOODEN-BLOCKS
UNO-STACKO

ok, it was fun. but i felt like i hadn't exercised enough. nevermind, i'll be back on thurs and fri=))


oh and anyway, HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY to all those out there who are young at heart<3

one more paper

one more paper

ONE LAST PAPER!!!

gosh, i CANT WAIT. i'm so used to finishing first. back in nanyang geog paper was always the first to end. before clit and hist and physics. but apparents we're like the LAST to end; excluding the spas which i heard you dont even have to study for-__-

well, my post promos to do list is lengthening; and i realised that olevels are like rather soon.

ugh, mugging and more mugging.

i am SO BORED with mugging. so decided to take a very last min break. watching just shoot III and they're discussing about blogging and internet world. hmmm, shall take it as storing info for gp paper. haha. its been kinda long since i last blogged. and i'm already feeling bored with this entry. life's SO boring nowadays i dont even KNOW what to talk about. ARGH

boring boring boring-____-''


anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHERENE:)))))

purple. pink. LUMOS.


what? i dont get it either. but maybe if someone NOD hard enough, you'll get it. someday, somehow. but it doesnt really matter, seriously; i already have all that i can ask for. mrQ is just on my CD rack:))


中国的计划经济一点计划也没有。

*takes DEEP breath*

OH NO!!! there's so much hw for this ndp hols! argh, to think i wanted to spend it having fun with mom and dad. now all i can do is to mug like mad. at least shopping ytd with mom at wheelock was fun. and fruitfull=DD went to zesa's new house to do pw just now. feels inefficient and lazy. but managed to divide our work scope. hopefully we can finish by mon><
going to kap to mug tmr (most probably)

someone just asked me what if i'm suddenly trapped at home and cant communicate with anyone, will i know how to occupy my time?

i realised that i have 100000000000 things that i've wanted to do since sec 3 eoys but have never really gone about doing them. things that are so simple that i've procrastinated time and again. when i look back, i really regret not doing them earlier; cause there seemed to be no time for them now; not anymore.

thank you everyone for remembering my birthday and celebrating (well, sort of) it with me=DD love you guys so much<3

but now it's time for math alternative assignment, econs ilp, csc essays, math tutorial, geog tutorial, gp hw. argh

so much for breath of life*

poley poley POLEY :S

ares night is just err, wed, thurs, 1/2 of fri away!! argh. feels stressed. oh no-- i'm really REALLY scared. AGAIN, AGAIN, AGAIN!! why is this always happening? but i guess its all this thrill that makes life all so passable and uncomplainable. lets all mug HARD together and rock together:))



伦敦大桥垮下来<3

should've based pw on harry potter under entertaiment. i mean, the movie AND the book is both out this yr, so i suppose we'll all have quite some fun investigating about the madness and trend surrounding this Boy Who Lived.

the book's really good. pity i had to rush through it cause had to pia translations and eom. but then again, even if i had no work to do, i'll still rush through it cause i really really wanna know abou the ending. rowling's a downright genious if you please, cause she managed to link all 7 books together. all the nitty gritty details from book 1 to 7, when all pieced together to form a beautiful plot. severes snape is my no. 1 idol now. kreacher rocks. miss dobby SO MUCH. dumbledore is imba. and hope everyone will continue to be alright:))



ooo, it's 9.30pm, i havent even got my material for eom, mom's watch 大事件in the living room and i cant seem to stop thinking about harry potter. argh. *waits impatiently for a panic attack so i can have some motivation to mug eom*

erps. guess who i saw taking 157 with me today on my way home. fcy. its been a long time, but i guess we (or rather me) just avoided and hurridly got off the bus. SCARY.

but not as scary as the prospect of being totally unprepared (AGAIN-- you'd think that im so totally used to all this kind of unpreparedness alr, but i still feel super SCARED)

oh no, i feel so #$%^!@&*!!


can i skip sch tmr?

well apparently 2 out of 5 of my new term's reso have been met with 强烈的反应. well, guess i shall try to be JUST abit softer. hehe, but its really impossible for me to be totally quiet cause its kinda like an inborn thing. i mean, me litang minzhi and junice totally LAUGHED OUT LOUD in fishtank during the break cause we were jst sharing some funny handphone experiences, particularly about moms and guanyingmamas xD giggles giggles. and apparently we kinda made a BAD impression on two of our seniors sitting behind us. haha, whatever. we had loads of fun though.

had a h-t-h-t with my dear Hbond after the lame talk.(thank gdness agrotech won; i really didnt like the rest) it's always so fun to yak-yak to her=DD yay! we must have h-t-h-t every fris!! its all about baichi and no-link stuff, but still, its good to catch up once a week<3

我的心中每天开出一朵花

ARGH.

blogspot SUCKS TO THE CORE.

even though im totally using it to host, it STILL sucks>:(
bahh


new term, new resolutions=))

1) shall pay attention (at least 70%) attention at all lecs and tutorials.
2) shall start doing all tutorials by myself
3) shall make an effort to be nice to everyone
4) shall catch more dramas/serials
5) shall stop being so loud and baichi :'(( *sobs, starts to miss the bai chi moments alr*

睡觉是免费的享受

first paper for blocks tmr. the first and not-very-good-paper.

econs.
ECONS.
ECONS!!

argh-

my brain is currently impermeable to ALL facts and information related to econs.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SONGPING AND SUAYU!!

(and not to forget yiming and zesa)

mugging today was rather effective at serene's macs. but we saw quite a few people. i mean, i expected this macs to be super ulu, but apparently everyone thought so too, so that's why we are all here><

anyway, me and litang finally found a common love (other than fried green peas)! it's really nice to know that we share one more love; one that i wouldnt even think anyone would agree with me. songping! quick go youtube and watch the video! haha. let's hope we ALL can share this love<3

went to kap and attempted to mug/pw again. well, at least econs consultation was somewhat fruitful cause we asked loads of rather basic ques><>


still, it's really comforting to know that some things will never change.
tv on mondays will always be the same, as funny as ever=))

OMG. its 4pm already and i haven't done ANYTHING constructive at ALL for today!! WTH

i shall aim to complete econs lec 11 and 12 BY TODAY no matter what. oh, shall thrown in one more set of csc notes.

i MUST finish those before i start on the serial tonight.



MUST

waaa! why do i always end up screwed some how or other for my studies? it's not my fault that old friends should get together once in awhile to yak; it's also not my fault that all the nice movies are screening now; and it's OBVIOUSLY not my fault that i have a mom who apparently loves to shop more than i do.

ARGH

i head that you just have to pass GP and 1 H2 subject OR
2 H2 subjects to promote


shit, why am i aiming for such passes again><
as usual

AS USUAL

went back ny to get my cert which is like WAY over due. kinda missed it for awhile, esp when i saw the canteen, the clean toilets and all. anyway, went back to hc and attempted to mug at class bench for awhile. managed to get minimal econs stuff into my brain which is somewhat impermeable to econs. went for consultation with sharon and zesa, than saw marilyn litang and songping. and shawn and kaijun too btw. went kap to supposedly mug with songping and litang, but had so much to talk about even though we just went out together ytd.

(we went to watch oceans but we'd rather watch shrek. that's ok, it just means we have yet another reason to go out again on fri=] )

talked alot, and i mean like ALOT=/ some of which seemed to have been heard. cause there were quite a number of people there. people like _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ and _ _ _ _ _ _ _. people like _ _ _ _ _ _.

goodness, what in the world are we doing?!!

im back! both physically and spiritually. back from where ever you think i went. wanted to say so much about everything, but shall spare everyone some agony and pain. this was a VERY FRUITFUL trip. we all learnt some stuff, didnt we? well, i did at least. *misses bryan!!* haha, songping and litian, who do you guys miss? took loads of photos, but it doesnt make sense to upload all (about 1000 of them including some pics that wasnt captured in my cam) here cause it will just jam the entire system.

hols are over, well, at least the fun part of it is over. the mugging starts and how come i havent had enough fun here yet? what about the movies and gss shopping? oh no- i MUST mug for blocks><

hello everyone, please show your support for Hokkien Huay Kuan Youth Drama Troupe's Fifth Student Repatoraire: 寻找Missing!

for more details, click on the graphic for enlargement, or simply contact me!!

congrats to jinyang our newest ares dep fac head!! woohoo=))

looking forward to dance night, but NOT looking forward to the second item at all><

ares face outing tmr, sooo looking forward to our dear fac prince and princess >:) evil grins*

2007 SYF central judging:
Hwa Chong Instituition, MUSIC AND DANCE
GOLD, WITH HONOURS

_____________________________


seriously, why am i doing this to myself?! why did i even think of doing it in the first place? ARGH. everything is SUPER LATE and the deadlines are NOT met at all. GOSH. how can i expect ANYONE to trust me again in the future when i dont even TRUST MYSELF. this is a doomed failure. i am sorry for all that are missing.

*even the flu bug is angry with me and has decided to bug me since tue. well, thanks alot but i dont need your company.

too young- 7朵花

當你愛我　我掉頭　當我掉頭　你難過
當你難過　我變得軟弱　當我軟弱　淚卻不停的流
不應該靠近　才不會動心　不應該懷疑　才不會傷心
不應該任性　才不會放棄　我不該太愛你　Too young…
要怪只怪我們都太年輕
把愛情當作是個遊戲機　Too young…
就算死一次還有復原力
可以繼續　Too young…
要怪只怪我們都太年輕
把愛情隨便丟進攪拌機　Too young…
心碎了怎樣都使不上力　傷透了心
說走就走　我絕不回頭　因為我早知道　你會等著我
我們不要　再互相折磨　在冷戰後放手　將錯就錯

回到原點又聽見你重複說著再見
想安靜卻分不清　誰在哭泣的聲音
如果沒有懷疑　如果當初手握緊
我們都很清楚　彼此少了一點勇氣
太衝動的我和你　就不會是今天的結局（I'm too young）

missed core modules and did some major cleaning up for prac today. well, we are seriously SUPER not coordinated; be it timings or actions or angles or directions or feelings. the group dynamics just doesnt seem quite there also>< so jiayou everyone lets all mug hard for syfs and 20th april!

left with hanzhi right after prac for csc test. tried to do some last min mugging at the class bench but failed miserably cause my mind is totally dazed from all the jumps and rollsO.O but seriously, its source base what, so not like there's alot to study right? was also totally DAO-ED by someone while stoning at class bench. oh well, not that i CARE. went to take csc test with the little knowledge i have. it wasnt that bad actually. but i regretted writing too much for part a and b. its only 4 and 6 marks respectively. should've left more time for part c the ten mark question. thank god the teachers extended the time from 1 hour to 1hour10mins. guess they are getting sick of marking ungraded works so decided to be nice and let us have more time. hopefully will do ok for this time round. went class bench to meet a11, and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOKKY!!!!!

ugh, super sick of macs, but refuse to go eat prata with lokky and zhenyang(well, lokky doesnt want to go there either) went to btp at first for kfc, but apparently non of us realise that it has already closed down? so walked to kap. saw mad people mugging math there><

crap. i'm totally NOT IN THE MOOD TO MUG MATH!! well, i was never really in the mood to mug math, but rushing pub poster design now, so.. well, that's more fun also than MI and AP GP.



good luck to all for math and happy mugging.

went to dinner with ___, ___ and ___. kinda sick of macs, but still went to beauty world for it anyway. everything LOOKED right; but i can FEEL something's not-- someone's not quite right. well, hope that i am just been overly sensitive again><

天崩地裂我不在乎
风声雨声谁最大声
爱恨情仇排山倒海
誓言-- 放手一博

for quite a long time, i'm completely lost for words.

i just had a shouting session yesterday with someone completely innocent and just happen to be standing there. the entire _ _ and _ _ _ _ _ were there. why did i even opened my mouth? and this is not even the worst part. the worst part is that i cant seem to recall what i said. LOSER.

sorry, and thanks for being so understanding.

ARGH.

一波未息，另一波又起

wonder what's it like to have a peaceful life? oh i forgot. i used to have a perfectly PEACEFUL one until..........


thanks ALOT><

crashed cse tutorial today and it was rather fun=)) they were having some presentation, so just take it as extra revision for the coming test on sat. well, its better than stonning at class bench anyway. shall attend this tutorial from now on. csc was fun too. watched a documentry about the Tian An Men Square. chizhen was quite funny when he commented about his feelings towards this incident. waa, so sad he's leaving after this term><

gosh. we REALLY need to work harder! syfs is just round the corner!! and for those who havent heard about whats going to happen on 20 april, go ask around and dont freak out><

ARGH

why us, WHY US?!

getting kind of bored waiting for lessons (i think is match lecture) so lets camwhore again=))

shows our love for litang<3

ms ng not around during pw..everyone is BORED><

whee. my eyepatch and sharon's uh, fake eyes=)

mine and sharon's STANDING HAIR=))

more of it=]

my sports uniform=D


and not to forget, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAYING!!! love you loads and hope you had loads of fun! wishing you all the best and hope you can have a never-ending flow of takopachi<3

jiaying and jiayi, on 174 on our way to town

birthday girl cuts her.... peanut-butter-condensed-milk french toast

take two with jiayi

take three

my spicy pork noodle which must have contain like 1000000000 calories

more food

jiayuan's soya sauce chicken. mmm

jiaying's roast pork noodle.

and.......... now it's ALL GONE=p

meisiew and i stoning

woohoo. ice cream toast=)

polished off within a min=D

before we all say byebye...

take two and its time to go=))